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Suppose you are lost, you don't know where you are and walking down a street. You want to walk down this street as far as you can but you are also scared because you don't know what's ahead. It could be a deadend and you would lose all your energy for nothing. Moreover, you notice all the signs along the way and have the feeling that it is a deadend, you ask others along the way about the way you're going and all say the they think it is a deadend. But the fact that you are not 100% (maybe 90%) sure that it is, hoping for that small 10% it will not be a deadend. Should you continue walking with faith for something that possibly will not happen or should you stop and turn back now and not know forever that it is a deadend?

 

Optimistic is a great quality to have but it could also be a very dangerous one too. Have to be very careful using it.

When trying to achive something should you fully commit yourself for getting that goal so you wouldn't regret later on or should you hold back on it a bit so you wouldn't get so badly hurt if it fails. Both ways has its own pros and cons but which is more better in most circumstances.

 

If you try your best you could say in the end that you've done everything possible but if it still didn't go your way then tough. But by doing that, you risk your whole heart on it and it will, trust me, hurt you painfully and will always leave a scar somewhere inside you.

 

So is holding back a wiser thing to do? Take it slow and see how it develop over time, don't rush things too much. Maybe it is, but it could also lead to regrets afterwards and regret is as anyone would know very very painful itself.

 

Which one is better? We would never know but we will have to choose either way none the less without knowing the result. So best wishes for all of you out there. Hope you've made the right decision.

I have supposed many of you out there have been called stupid not in terms of your intellect but decisions that you make. In a situation that you decide to do or think something a certain way different from others then there is always the chance that the majority will try to talk you out of it even exaggerating if neccessary. But honestly, do you really care how other people think; well yes, if they are someone who you care about but thats it. What I'm trying to say is you shouldn't give a shit to other people's bullshit, who are they to judge you. If you really think what you're doing is right then do it, who cares.

I bet lots of people would wonder what it would be like "if only" they did this instead of that. Yes, I am one of those people. Many moments through my life I wonder what it be like now "if only" I didn't do what I've done. Would it have been better or would it have been worse. But no one wouldl ever know cuz there is no "if only" in real life. Some of the things we always regret about.

Ok, before anyone should even consider reading on it has to be stated here that this blog (my blog) discusses my thoughts on life and how I look at the world and to store my ideas over the time. There is absolutely no general use to the public at all. So if you could bare that read at your own risk. Remember, I warned you, it is totally boring.