I bet lots of people would wonder what it would be like "if only" they did this instead of that. Yes, I am one of those people. Many moments through my life I wonder what it be like now "if only" I didn't do what I've done. Would it have been better or would it have been worse. But no one wouldl ever know cuz there is no "if only" in real life. Some of the things we always regret about.